泝流光

其實鞋拔對我而言一直是可有可無。直到今年冬天買了一雙鞋，因為鞋口小，每次穿鞋總會踩到腳後跟，幾次下來之後發現這樣不行，就想到了鞋拔這種東西－－還想了幾秒鐘才想出「鞋拔」這個名稱。本想說是小東西，隨便買買就買得到，找了兩家店都碰了釘子－－一家跟我說沒有，另一家說是賣完了沒有再進貨，可見把它歸類在「可有可無」的人不在少數。總之，最後在小北百貨找到了。從架上拿下鞋拔的瞬間，瞥到一旁的長條狀物體。69cm的鞋拔！

看了一下標籤，「免彎腰鞋拔」，還是台灣製造呢！

2013 has come, and the world doesn't end yet. So I'm going to make my New Year's wish. My wish is aging elegantly. Last year my health went down all of a sudden, and I couldn't do anything to prevent it from happening. Yeah, I know, I should have led a regular life and formed an exercise habit. I have no one to blame but myself.

Anyway, I aged, sadly and suddenly. Not elegantly at all. Memories blurred now and then. I had to focus on words that were spoken so that I'd fully understand them. Sometimes I hesistated while I was writing a word, which looked strange and distant. I felt like brain damaged.

藥水滲進新開的傷口
細如紙割與指根完美貼合宛若護城河
是久旱無雨的河床 濃稠泥水微泡

In the movie, people ask for forgiveness because they want to maintain the relationship; in reality, people ask for forgiveness so that they say goodbye without feeling guilty.

In the movie, people forgive each other easily; in reality, we seldom forgive unless we do not care from the very beggining.

On the last day of 2010, I am still runnning away from myself while running up to a blurred, vague, uncertain future.

Till the end of the world--

I don't know why I want a mug. Probably because I began to drink black tea again. I want one a little bigger than original size because I like to have a large cup of tea. It has to be made of bone china, with floweres and plants painted on it. I am trying not to illustrate the cup in my mind. After all, I've had many.

Yet, there is one thing that I do not want to but have to buy: a cell phone. My old one has not behaved normally and only rings when it wants to. The only rule it obeys is Murphy's law, I therefore missed some important calls. It appears that I should spend some time this weekend to seek one. Why is a cell phone so necessary to modern people that a technologically pre-historic person like me should be involved?

又是欲望清單上的品項。最近看到Handpresso一款很有趣的一人咖啡壺。免插電、免技術（至少看起來是這樣啦），還很好玩，讓我很心動。

圖片引自官網