On the last day of 2010, I am still runnning away from myself while running up to a blurred, vague, uncertain future.

Till the end of the world--

Till the end of my world, will I remain alone and lonely? Will I ever become the kind of person who is as independent as could be? Will there ever be someone who would collect pieces of me and put them together?.... I am not sure whether this loneliness is out of my choice or it is so because I refuse to choose. I am not sure about things very often these days.

Keep breathing, keep thinking--
or perhaps keep breathing, stop thinking--

Goodbye, 2010. Goodbye, dark thoughts. Do not come back to me too soon.

Happy New Year.


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