The firework display has finished so I decide to write something. this the right thing to post on the first day of the year?! Though it's about saying goodbye to the past and moving on, the person who says so will soon face his biggest nightmare/blessing of his past.... The first episode of Sherlock Season 3 is to be broadcast on BBC one today, which means John's "past" will show up soon. XD

This blog is the sequel to the video "Many Happy Returns" produced by BBC. "Comments Disabled" in the end really knocks me down.

By the way, it takes great efforts to properly move on.

Or maybe i should just move on first and do the proper part later.

Happy New Year.

Many Happy Returns

So, Greg came around the other day. He had a load of stuff that had belonged to Sherlock. Just tat really. Nothing that even gets close to showing who or what he was. Stuff can't do that. Not physical stuff anyway. We've all got belongings and photos and furniture and books and... they're not who we are. They're just things we've accumulated over the years. They mean nothing.

But then there was this DVD. It was a video of Sherlock recording a message for my birthday dinner. A bunch of us went to this restaurant in Soho. It was great, actually. Everyone was there. Mike, Harry, Greg, Mrs Hudson, the usual suspects. Except Sherlock. He didn't come because he was 'busy'. He wasn't busy, he just... sometimes he struggled to fit in. He couldn't switch off, couldn't relax. He just struggled with people, I think. Yet the video... it showed the other side to him. He was rude, yeah. Arrogant. Apparently lacking in anything resembling empathy. But I'd forgotten just how funny he could be. He was so charming. So... human. It's bizarre because most people would say he was the most inhuman person they'd ever met. But he wasn't. He was everything a good person should be. He'd just often say what he was thinking rather than lying to protect our feelings. Maybe we should all be more like that? Maybe we should all be more honest? Although maybe it was a good thing he didn't come to that birthday dinner...
可是裡面有一張DVD。那是Sherlock為了我的生日晚餐所錄的影片。我們一群人去了蘇活區的一家餐廳。那天真的很棒。每個人都在場。 Mike, Harry, Greg, Mrs Hudson,都是熟面孔。Sherlock除外。他沒來,因為他「很忙」。他不忙。他只是……他有時很難融入。他沒辦法關掉,放鬆不下來。他就是會跟人過不去,我想。但影片……展現出他的另一面。是,他很粗魯。傲慢。顯然缺乏任何類似同理心的特質。但我忘了他多麼有趣。他如此迷人。如此……人性化。這很怪,因為大部分的人會說他是他們所遇見過最不像人類的人。但他不是。他擁有好人的一切特質。他會說出他心裡頭想的事,而不是說謊來保護我們的情感。也許我們都應該像他那樣?也許我們都應該更誠實?雖然那次生日聚餐他沒來也許是好事……

And now it's time for me to be honest. I'm meant to be keeping this blog to remind me of the good times. I know it's meant to be healthy but what's the point? I need to properly move on. I need to put it all behind me and move on.

And I'm so tired of deleting comments from people who don't believe me. Who think all this is a lie. I know it was real. There are so many people out there who know that all this was real. They believed in Sherlock.

And I've found someone. So I should concentrate on that.


So this'll be my last blog.

Sherlock, you bastard, wherever you are. Cheers.


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